are times in my life when I want to press “reset”, or wishing life can be like
anRPG game with multiple endings,
multiple save slots and chances to save, reload, and heading to different
directions. Well, too bad in the path of life, there is no “reset” button, only
choices to; abort mission and change direction, continue mission and hoping something
exciting will come along, or diversify and multitask your life, like an RPG
with countless side quest.
since time always moves forward and there are no save and reload slot in life,
I guess the best thing to do is to diversify and you have done so far or added
a new thing. Personally, when I’ve done something half way, and in the waiting
period to see if that worked or not, I started to wonder, “is this the right
thing?”, or “what if….?”. that is the most confusing and depressing period, too
much to think about, but there are nothing left to do.
besides doing the modeling stuff, I branched out to fashion business while
learning about makeup. Well, modeling is fun and of course it’s awesome to celebrate
your genetic uniqueness through modeling, but as time goes by, a model cannot
rely on his/her looks without any additional skills, because you will get old,
and every day, tons of new faces will pop-out and compete with you for the same
jobs, not an advantage for a business where youth and good looks are highly in
we have to accept the law of fashion business, as Cited by miss. Heidi Klum “One day you’re in and the next day you’re
out”, that’s why plan b, c, d, e, and so on are necessary. So, you have to
make sure, when you know you gonna give a goodbye kiss to the pages of Vogue,
make sure you already got your iron grip on the glossy pages of Forbes..